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My name is Jean. I am happily married at this point in time and I see no reason to change that anytime soon. I’m a mom of four, three gorgeous girls and a bouncing crazy boy. I was born in November of 1975 in the middle of a pouring rain storm and my mom almost got knocked on her ass by a bastard cabbie when my folks left for the hospital.

I idolize my dead father and I do not communicate with my mother at all. Last I heard she was married to a homeless man and spending her days in taverns and alleys in some other city. Good place for her if you ask me…

I grew up in a very tumultuous environment. My folks never got along and my mom used her spare time trying to kill me. My Dad was an angel but he was also proof that domestic violence does not “just happen to women”. He suffered greatly until she ran off with no warning after eighteen years of hell and then he was much better.

I am a proud Pagan. I study and practise Witchcraft but I am no freaky fanatic. I will post about it and I will discuss it if asked but I won’t hunt you down and curse you or try to “convert” you. That is not our way.

“Ever mind the rule of three,
what Thee sends out comes back to Thee.
This lesson well Thou must learn
Thee only gets what Thou dost earn… “

I despise bigotry in all of its forms and I really cannot abide fake people under any circumstances. I hate control freaks and pious types and I will avoid them at all costs. If you’re homophobic you can just leave now. I have no place for your kind in my world. racists, sexists, religious freaks - goodbye. If you’re an ex that I wouldn’t speak to on the street - there’s a reason for that - you can go too. If you’re some nut-case who is looking for prey to stalk and/or harass - be aware that I am not afraid to call you out, with the help of law enforcement and/or your Internet Service Provider. If you’re some loser who dated one of my friends and you think you’re better than me - you can fuck off too, no one really likes you, you know…

All of that being said - I really just want balance in my life.

I’ve been through a lot of crap in my time on this planet. I survived childhood abuse and neglect, I was a teenage street kid, I was a teen mom, I lived through two rapes, a ridiculous divorce, a bunch of fiery relationships, a domestic abuse situation and a plethora of stalkers, crazed exes and web idiots. Friends have left, died and lied. Family has disowned me because I’m the “bastard child” of a woman they hate. My knees ache when it rains and my ass burns almost every day - I fucking hate disease. Speaking of which - I have a severe chronic illness (Crohn’s Disease) that keeps trying to kill me but I’m a stubborn bitch and it won’t take me that easily.

Grrl Power. Fuck that - I’m just too mean to die yet. There you have it.

I am mom, friend, sister, wife and above all - SURVIVOR

Click any of these little icons to head off to their respective info pages. This is what I call my “visual menu” and if you float your mouse over each image - you’ll get an idea what each one is. Some don’t go anywhere yet but they will, until then - just view them as breadcrumbs on my trail of life…

Thank You…

Jean Ryan